
There it goes again
The wave of emotions
Thinking about how you used to lift me up
But we aren’t speaking
And you being you
As usual
Stubborn
Never vulnerable
No phone calls from you
You know I’m sensitive
Why would you do that?
Whatever
I’ve been working
Achieving
Proud of myself because I successfully kept you off my mind
I want you
But I don’t
But in the back of my heart I wish you would’ve given me more
That you were still here
Loving me more
Because you want growth
Not distance

